Valqine's Holo Diary.

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*Valqine's facial features came apparent after a moment, his gaze keeping from the camera itself as he'd lay without his upper vestments, upper body revealing some rather deep scarring across his muscular chest and stomach whilst his head rested against a pillow, attention upon the ceiling above him as his calm tone resonated into the datapad.*

"It's been sometime since I've utilised this as I never grasped the concept of blaring out your darkest insecurities into a machine that could be easily hacked..*Moment of hesitation.* "Yet i'm currently speaking so it must be far worst than I first conceived. As it currently stands my time as an Acolyte of House Horuset has been intriguing to say the least, a divide is clear within this Household which doesn't signify unity in the slightest. Species despise one another with a burning passion and most of the orchestration here isn't subtle." *A soft chuckle escaped his lips* "It's thick with intrigue though and it's something I excel at."

*He'd take a moment to compose himself after a sudden shriek of pain escaped his lips before a deep breath followed.*

"Apologies..Yes..Who I've met so far..Acolyte Nobcrers is a simple individual yet one shouldn't underestimate his power, he's got more muscle than any Twi'lek I've encountered previously and the thought of him utilising the force to augment himself is rather entertaining, perhaps he'd be able to tear apart the insufferable-..Never mind..Next is Acolyte Sovernus an intellectual like myself who displays promise and has obtained the attention of Lord Sanguinius, no doubt it's taken time and effort to take this..I hope to befriend him." *He'd take a moment to breathe before carrying on.* "Acolyte Ultahis..Pureblood who doesn't seem to act like it having to be reminded of his stature by several people although the blood that courses through his veins shouldn't deem him any superior to his allies, after all i'm sure if I slit his pretty throat open he'd die just like the rest yet I can't help but desire to recruit him..Possible.."


*Orbs of amber finally dropped to the camera as he'd grunt softly.* "I've took it upon myself to take on a Operation that no one else has desired to participate in, the way things are looking i'll have to request my current powerbase joins me or i'll do it alone..Latter is far more dangerous but the reward is far greater." *For once though a look of sadness washes over his face* "Confusion..Conflict..Those two terms dictate what I feel as of current, i'm lost..I'm consolidating myself without thought of where i'd like it to go..Advancement? Of course but..Why? Perhaps it'll be clear in the future..All I know that I must do? Seek out Darth Horuset himself and obtain him as my Master..Regardless of the cost."

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*Valqine stood upon a cliff face, orange hue'd sand drifting across his onyx black attire whilst he'd stand with his chest down, arms resting lazily against his sides before his voice finally reached the recording. Soft..Distracted..As if speaking was something he wasn't capable of yet doing as a force of habit.* "I'm speaking to a machine because i'm incapable of discussing such matters with another..Why have I come so far yet began to recede? My information has been nothing but conclusive yet evidence is lacking to consider utilising it effectively, to some i've simply spouted what their desperate cries for satisfying that pitiful paranoia desire." *Right hand came up as he'd analyse his onyx glove with a gentle smile curling up across his lips.* "Odd..It's been sometime since i've decided to step back from a scene like this, i've discovered those that are powerful..Those that aren't..Those that scurry in the shadows playing the puppeteer, tracking those strings to certain individuals that have been infested with lies, false promises and a facade of hope.


*Valqine's right hand darted forward as his entire persona switched, resonating from his fingertips was a burst of crackling energy with a hue of sapphire, directly scorching the sand beneath him. Emotion running through his body another suddenly slammed into the floor whilst he'd begin to let out grunts of absolute rage that manifested into large shrieks of anger* "Acolyte Alencia..Acolyte Uldrinn..Both are incredibly powerful..Half a year has set me back to a degree that i'm incapable of dealing with such!" *Another thrust of his hand unleashed another as it's arcs danced across each grain before fading swiftly.* "I've decided..To cut my sleeping hours down by four, I must drive myself..If I don't I won't reach the level of skill that Alencia and Uldrinn have reached. I'll commit to this, i'll conquer this and eventually i'll obtain a lesson from at least someone that'll grant me an edge." *His left hand came to his glove, grasping the rim of it before chucking it to his left hand side before doing it to the right.* "This won't go unnoticed but it must be done..Tonight..I refuse to sleep..I refuse to submit to the desire of physical limitation.."



*It wasn't long before Valqine began his rather rigorous training..It began with meditation, refining ones emotion to the point of a scalpel as he'd call upon distant memories that still tormented him, individuals that kept his drive from ever fading but most importantly he'd embrace all of his emotion, one hour and a half later he'd rise from his kneeling position. Right hand shooting forth as he'd concentrate, Trakaton had delivered his request at feeling the full force of Lightning..That feeling..So unique as it was bound and forged into a dark side ability that'd only ever grant you that one feeling of excruciating pain.
Calling upon that he'd begin channeling his offensive Force capabilities..Force Push's and shrieking of Shocks became apparent. Lasting sometime Valqine brought out his training saber before he'd drop to a single knee with his free hand clenching his chest. "N..N..M..More..Mo.." *His left hand coming forth before his body gave into its limit, swiftly falling to cold ground of Korriban..Unconscious.*

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*The camera spurred to life as it'd reveal the same cliff side in which Valqine sat next to it with his knees onto the sand beneath him. Amber orbs kept upon the dunes beneath him whilst a cold breeze swept around, causing goosebumps to occur across his delicate flesh. It took a moment for Valqine to part his soft lips which let out a gentle tone, softer yet it wasn't one of contentment, it was more akin to ice that had was quickly melting from a raging fire that desperately melted its way out.* "Third entry into this infernal thing..This won't be long, at least I'm hoping it doesn't take a lot of my precious time but i'm in need getting recent events off my chest. After all I've cut my sleep down substantially in order to continue my progress upon Force Lightning, which is proving challenging to say the least..I've managed to extend the hold of a Force Shock by a singular second, joy..Not much progress I must admit but progress regardless." *He'd let out a gentle breath of air which was more akin to a sigh.*

*Valqine's attention shifted to the camera as he'd stare with a tired expression upon his face before he'd lean back, laying upon the sand with his voice resonating out again.* "Nobrcer's been conversing with me regarding his emotions after his indiscretion against Lieve..Regret? Guilt? Most aren't aware but these aren't simple terms which are new to me, they're close friends which greet me and stick by me whilst I endure torture beyond most of my peers comprehension.." *He'd let out a soft* "Hm." *Shaking his head softly, his right gloved hand brushed against his fringe.* "I'm not..Inclined to accept such a weakness,it won't hinder my advancement through House Horuset and I shall not be drowned under the wave of emotion that i've locked behind flood gates but I must find a more effective method of dealing with this, all it'll take is one Lord to utilise his abilities and enter my thought process and realise the depth of my emotion, that hatred isn't our only source of power but it's the easiest to both grasp and let consume you." *His hand let go of his onyx locks of hair before coming over to the datapad, offering it a gentle smile.* "Let the game continue.." *It'd then flicker out of life.*