29-04-2023, 10:46 PM
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One month of recent events that have changed things in the powerbase.. and my family.
I do not know where this will go, nor it will end. But I do what I think is right.
But if something was ever to happen to me. I wrote this down for you to read.
Think about what you should have done in the given situations.
I will simply start at the beginning of this all. Zhephra... My Family.
After the Taurill incident on the surface.. She stripped my family name away from me.
For how long? I do not know.
Yet, it is her who keeps interfering with my life and everything that I do, because in the name of -our- family.
This is where I.. wanted to prove her wrong. Show her that she isn't the one controlling me, nor makes the decisions in my life.
And that is exactly where my first mistake was made.
There is this imperial.. I won't write down his name in here. But I wanted to see how far I could get with him. You know.. throw out some flirts, annoy Zhephra in the process of it.
Sadly, that did not came far, as the imperial fell utterly in love with me and things only became worse since.
Now I write this diary with a broken body, and a broken heart. A broken heart after betraying the one I truly.... loved.
It was something I tried to keep for myself, as it could have been used against me, as a chain around my neck.
Somehow I now feel more.. free... Yet, I feel more trapped as before.
A new ''alliance'' has been made. He told me to trust him, but truly after all that happened.
How can you ever fully trust someone? Especially if the stories are true about him...
As I said before, I do what I think is right on this given moment.
He was the one who managed to keep my cousin in control after what I briefed through to a certain sith.
And what did I briefed through?
I won't tell... but It's to be seen as family betrayal in Zhephra her eyes.
That's for sure.
I hope that my decisions were right.... But then things became rather curious... A given task that i never expected to happen.
Lord Sanguinis gave me a task regarding the stolen supplies. He, a lord of the Sith was to send me, an acolyte to find those who stole the medical supplies.
With no medical list of the stolen equipment, nor to have informed the imperials about me aiding them in this search.
And then later to have this task changed that it should have my priority above anything else?
Something really does feel rather off about this given task... But who am I to doubt the Lords orders?
I keep my tabs open, but this might have placed me on the suspect list from the Imperials by doing my own research on this matter.
I do not know, nor I actually don't wish to know.
I shall continue doing what I think is best.
Only time shall tell with what will happen.....
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