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29-04-2023, 10:41 PM
Entry Six - Change.
*The familiar buzzing of the holo-communicator becomes audible, as the gentle form of a woman clad in black robes, seated with her legs crossed and fingers interlocked below her chin becomes visible. It is clear this is Valkara, however a somewhat uneasy aura surrounds her.*
“I haven’t done one of these in some time, situations manifested that spiraled beyond expectations. I have changed, my outlook has changed and everything I once knew has shown their true colours.”
*Valkara’s piercing blue gaze stared eerily towards the holo for several unspoken moments, it is unclear what the reasoning was, but one may conclude she was pondering on what to follow into next.*
“Atreus Eetu is dead, because of my own inability to protect him. Struck down by the coward known as Lord Sanguinis; my new master, from the shadows at his weakest point. He was focused on protecting me more-so than himself which lead to his defeat. I tried to intervene, even the heat of the moment didn’t give me enough strength to do much as I was easily overpowered. My force bond was broken, Atreus Eetu was unconscious and taken away as I found myself in a close second. I woke up within the Medbay. I don’t remember much but I know I trashed some droids. This newly found power, the sensation of it all is addictive and I have yet to control it. I will have my revenge, I will do whatever I must to reach the power required to enact it.
I am finding conflicting thoughts clouding my mind, making it difficult to push myself to my limits.”
”Don’t lose hope.... My child."
“His last words spoken… but hope is what got me into this situation. Hope is what crushed everything I held dear. Hope has caused nothing more than misery.”
*Her hands reposition themselves to settle on her lap, unintentionally gripping ahold of her robes tightly. She closes her eyes for a moment, taking in a deep inhale followed swiftly with a slow exhale as her grip is loosened.*
“My apprentice title is holding some interest, my training coming from other apprentices within the Kalkoran powerbase. Siors is helping me with the use of the force and saber combat, I’m learning a lot from him and it is somewhat unexpected. He never took an interest when I was an acolyte, but times have obviously changed. Another is Cerberus, although he has some reasoning behind his sudden interest. He was instructed by my master to keep close tabs on me, befriend me and gather information that I share. He gave me a lesson prior to the events I previously described, in Force Shock. I failed, completely crushing my appearance in the eyes of all those present in a show of idiocy. I paid for my inabilities as one would expect. Those were the two that wanted to aid me in a positive light, although Zhephra and Vaenra have just been more of an unwanted burden than anything else, showing interest in something pointless and causing problems where there was none. They will get what comes to them in time, that is promised.”
“Lastly, I speak about my connection with Sovernus and Utahis. In the past I became close to the pair, we were together through everything and discussed all our future plans. We were there for support, helping each other with our own issues and working towards a solution. Nothing could break us apart, even when I progressed to apprenticeship people tried and failed. An amusing play on our part in a game of unawares. I found myself in a situation, unexpected feelings were building between myself and another. I will not throw out a name - although it was peculiar.
After the events in regards to Atreus Eetu I found that they had shown me their true colours, Utahis turned himself away from me easily and was willing to strike me down without hesitation. Sovernus changed… now more distant than ever. Words were exchanged, actions were carried out and now my outlook on those I cared for has changed entirely. For the better? I have yet to find out.”
“This game is yet to continue, however the road it was taking is new and pristine. I find myself free from the restrictions of the Jedi, and locked in company of Sanguinis. I will do what is required to break free from these bonds, but it is a road I must travel as I am not yet strong enough.”
“End transmission.”
*The blue hue of the holo-communicator soon shuts off, as does the form of Valkara. Nothing more then a slight wave of her right hand notable prior to the end of her transmission.*
*The familiar buzzing of the holo-communicator becomes audible, as the gentle form of a woman clad in black robes, seated with her legs crossed and fingers interlocked below her chin becomes visible. It is clear this is Valkara, however a somewhat uneasy aura surrounds her.*
“I haven’t done one of these in some time, situations manifested that spiraled beyond expectations. I have changed, my outlook has changed and everything I once knew has shown their true colours.”
*Valkara’s piercing blue gaze stared eerily towards the holo for several unspoken moments, it is unclear what the reasoning was, but one may conclude she was pondering on what to follow into next.*
“Atreus Eetu is dead, because of my own inability to protect him. Struck down by the coward known as Lord Sanguinis; my new master, from the shadows at his weakest point. He was focused on protecting me more-so than himself which lead to his defeat. I tried to intervene, even the heat of the moment didn’t give me enough strength to do much as I was easily overpowered. My force bond was broken, Atreus Eetu was unconscious and taken away as I found myself in a close second. I woke up within the Medbay. I don’t remember much but I know I trashed some droids. This newly found power, the sensation of it all is addictive and I have yet to control it. I will have my revenge, I will do whatever I must to reach the power required to enact it.
I am finding conflicting thoughts clouding my mind, making it difficult to push myself to my limits.”
”Don’t lose hope.... My child."
“His last words spoken… but hope is what got me into this situation. Hope is what crushed everything I held dear. Hope has caused nothing more than misery.”
*Her hands reposition themselves to settle on her lap, unintentionally gripping ahold of her robes tightly. She closes her eyes for a moment, taking in a deep inhale followed swiftly with a slow exhale as her grip is loosened.*
“My apprentice title is holding some interest, my training coming from other apprentices within the Kalkoran powerbase. Siors is helping me with the use of the force and saber combat, I’m learning a lot from him and it is somewhat unexpected. He never took an interest when I was an acolyte, but times have obviously changed. Another is Cerberus, although he has some reasoning behind his sudden interest. He was instructed by my master to keep close tabs on me, befriend me and gather information that I share. He gave me a lesson prior to the events I previously described, in Force Shock. I failed, completely crushing my appearance in the eyes of all those present in a show of idiocy. I paid for my inabilities as one would expect. Those were the two that wanted to aid me in a positive light, although Zhephra and Vaenra have just been more of an unwanted burden than anything else, showing interest in something pointless and causing problems where there was none. They will get what comes to them in time, that is promised.”
“Lastly, I speak about my connection with Sovernus and Utahis. In the past I became close to the pair, we were together through everything and discussed all our future plans. We were there for support, helping each other with our own issues and working towards a solution. Nothing could break us apart, even when I progressed to apprenticeship people tried and failed. An amusing play on our part in a game of unawares. I found myself in a situation, unexpected feelings were building between myself and another. I will not throw out a name - although it was peculiar.
After the events in regards to Atreus Eetu I found that they had shown me their true colours, Utahis turned himself away from me easily and was willing to strike me down without hesitation. Sovernus changed… now more distant than ever. Words were exchanged, actions were carried out and now my outlook on those I cared for has changed entirely. For the better? I have yet to find out.”
“This game is yet to continue, however the road it was taking is new and pristine. I find myself free from the restrictions of the Jedi, and locked in company of Sanguinis. I will do what is required to break free from these bonds, but it is a road I must travel as I am not yet strong enough.”
“End transmission.”
*The blue hue of the holo-communicator soon shuts off, as does the form of Valkara. Nothing more then a slight wave of her right hand notable prior to the end of her transmission.*
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