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Sherrena's Holo Diary.

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Holo Diary chapter #3:

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*The dark haired figure would appear once again , slowly walking back and forth, contemplating her thoughts, the background is not visible, there is quiet, whatsoever, and for the first 5 minutes the silence keeps going, as the woman paces back and forth, seemingly thinking of what there is to be said on today's diary recording. The figure would appear very different, a cruel gaze, yet the fancy ponytail and the buns that the particular person had on the previous recording would obviously not be on her anymore, the hairstyle would seem different, hair still dark yet let down and much shorter, revealing a mysterious yet a prettier version of the figure, allowing her hair to fall to her face, the hair on her left side occasionally put behind her ear, the eyes still yellow, indicating corruption, that part has not changed, yet the bruises that were visible on the previous recording had with time faded, revealing a much cleaner face than before, as for the rest of the body, the figure would be wearing acolyte robes, so that wouldn't be visible..for now..*

*A cough is heard, indicating that the figure is clearing her throat , as indeed, she turns over to look at her audience attaching her hands forwards and down to the front of her waste-line area, seemingly ready to speak...*

" Dear..Burn Book.."

" A great amount of things have changed from the last time I managed to record another chapter..I've rather learnt to be more dedicated, I've learnt to be more observant, and silent, some of you may think how does that benefit a person? How does it help? Well, It's easier to play dumb and allow the others to talk first about something you -already- know and yet...they don't know that now...do they? By allowing them to think you know of nothing that occurs they give you the chance to tell their own stories, and You should know, listening to multiple sided stories will certainly turn to your own benefit later in time..The amount of times I've benefited from turning few of my peers against one another..Watching them fight, struggle, debate on something that I probably might already know the answer to.."

*The figure would sigh and pause for a brief second , seemingly continuing shortly after..*

" For example, Acolyte Johran..He is the kind of acolyte who dims himself above everyone and everything, the kind of acolyte who demands attention , mostly from his peers, why? could be because he lacks self confidence, or perhaps he is aware of the fact that he has failed to prove worthy just yet..He always seems to ask irrelevant questions, Like ..Johran seriously do you believe I don't already know of how obviously close you are with acolyte Natellia? I may not know of what you discuss and believe me , I don't really care either..But I'm suspicious, I always am, they could be allies, were I to find evidence, Apprentice Tashha would be very pleased..interesting indeed..Or Perhaps that other time, while I was casually drinking my tea, and you came up to me asking yet another irrelevant question because you somehow thought you could mind trick, or fool me..news flash, I was raised on a House and under a variety of luxuries..Studying and reading led to me broadening my horizons, mentally and physically...you can't..play with me. But feel free to try. It's entertaining, really..."

*The figure would begin pacing back and forth once again, turning to speak a few seconds after this small pause..*

" Training, has come to be like breathing to me. The amount of times I've used my blade, or my abilities, the amount of knowledge I've gathered from quite a few tasks given by my superiors..I've been working very hard, and I still have yet a trial to focus onto..I'm not going to get lazy..I'll never allow -that- word to appear on my dictionary...
While We're on the 'training' subject..I remember a lesson..it wasn't so long ago, and it was to help us advance and learn more about the force barriers, hosted by Apprentice Anabelle..and I remember..on my first attempt..while I was concentrating..I felt this..rage, this ..I can't explain it, I couldn't know what was happening but I felt like my abilities were maxed , like I was ten times stronger, and while everyone else concentrated on a weak natural barrier , I unleashed the energy on a concentrated one..but it didn't end then, shortly after I felt like i was being drained, all that power..all this energy, completely gone, again the source was unknown...Yes..that's right...-was-...A few days after Apprentice Valkara admitted it was her who did this, she told me she was practicing, it seemed rather reasonable , but I'm not yet that convinced..Why would an apprentice bother to tone up my skills only to later take them off..Was she trying to do something? probably..And I believe it was not just training..I'll leave it like that for now, I'll focus on proving myself, on proving worthy and pass my trials. This is my number one priority currently."

*The figure would once again stop pacing , as she'd appear to raise her hand on to her head, using three of her fingers on her chin calmly rubbing it, upon stopping she'd turn to attach her hands together and fold them up, turning to speak shortly after, once again..*

" I've also managed to complete all the tasks given so far, from researching.. to field missions.. to retrieving datapads with important intel..to being trusted with ancient tablets by my superiors whilst on a quest, It is very important to me that I'm dimmed worthy enough to carry important artifacts, even for a short time it is an honor..I make sure I keep my gaze on them and the road, I allow -no- mistakes..Neither shall I ever. I only know that I'll keep training, working, fighting, studying, proving myself, and this will not stop if one day I'm chosen by a possible master, oh no, this will only be my beginning, for there to be power there must be strength, and I believe knowledge is also a part of this ' strength', a very important one too.."

" I've also learnt that No one should be quick to run into assumptions. That is for the best, not being able to underestimate anyone now, I'll never be surprised if anyone suddenly tries to sneak up on me, and my eyes will be much more open, no one shall be able to manipulate me."

" By doing so, I came to realize my assumptions for acolyte Lyana were wrong, yes, she is short tempered but so are most acolytes that are heading to become sith, a few purebloods too, She is smart, and she herself has boundaries and honor..I respect that. She also seems to have beef with acolyte Vinitia, It's not my concern and I shall be no part of this, I don't care.."

"And then there's acolyte Vinitia..now I never saw her as a possible enemy, no, she herself is also quite promising..but not so bright..considering the day Apprentice Tashha gave us an assignment: Whoever spells the beans on who's allied with who wins trial points... Vinitia was quick to come to my way and attempt and ask me something..did i bother? no, therefore I don't know what she wanted.. I can not allow myself to be in the center of this -kind- of attention. I must focus on myself, I must focus on my goals and only my goals for now. I'm suspicious nevertheless..She's getting trained and it's not on her own..a while back she could not even use telepathy ..Now she seems to contact me from time to time..do I answer? Irrelevant, and no...But my memory does not fool me, I don't forget details..Other than that I've yet to see how she does on the trials, I can't be certain if she'll pass or not, I do hope so..What?..I can't drink my tea alone, It's too boring..."

" Acolyte Natellia remains the same, She is also pushing herself to her limits, still wanting to prove herself..Good..stopping means quitting..and I never thought of Natellia as a quitter, or lazy... She should get a nose job tho.."

*The girl would pause, indicating she's almost done now, turning to look directly at the holocam now..*

" It's rather simple..Just because I'm sitting in the corner of the couch, drinking my tea, smirking on your comments and thoughts, playing dumb, or asking you to repeat your own questions or even confusing those of inferior knowledge of basic with mind tricks, does not mean I'm underestimating you..I'm just amusing myself..And I'm enjoying it thus far..."

*The figure would giggle , turning to smile tilting her head slightly to her left, her hands would be seen reaching out to grab something..and two seconds later the hands would re-appear on the video, holding a mug of tea, she'd raise the one hand locking the mug on it too, towards the camera, seemingly 'toasting' with it, turning to place it -very- close to her lips , like she's ready to take a sip..but -right- before she does so..her gaze would seem to refocus on the camera..*

" Cheers...for now.."

*The figure would take a sip right after saying that, and the holo video would end, with the figure flickering and disappearing shortly after..*

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Sherrena's Holo Diary. - by Joslae - 29-04-2023, 10:39 PM
RE: Sherrena's Holo Diary. - by Joslae - 29-04-2023, 10:39 PM
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