29-04-2023, 10:29 PM
Entry 2
The Chiss, dressed in black robes. She strayed from side to side, her burning red eyes drawn towards a shaky hand; this was cast before her in the direction of the blue cast image. It quickly fell once more upon her lap, once more spoken in fluent Cheuh, it’s stuttering danced from her tongue conveying immense displeasure at something, anything.
“I fired lightning from my fingertips, it was training, practice something I wanted to learn, yet… There it called upon my deep passions, something that I had held in control, it felt… well it felt, powerful dangerous a weapon that could easily backfire. I wanted to learn it. I had it trained, I thought it would give me a logical edge.”
She let out a large sigh, her shoulders were drawn upwards in a heavy movement.
“Am I a monster? I know you can’t-answer but maybe I-can. Force-Sensitive’s are kept-exiled-disciplined for crying out loud… Quite simply because th-we are dangerous… Yet here I am and it only just hit me, what am I actually doing… I know what that spark that lightning could do if it was continued further. I know what it did to me!”
She quieted. A gaze falling upon her hand one presented before her, it quivered, it shook, until finally it came to a conclusion forming a gauntleted fist. One she stared. The moments quickly tick by until she once more finds her tongue to speak.
“There was something else, I don’t know whether I saved him or if he’d survive either way, my use of the force helped an Imperial out, I don’t know his name. But he said several words sincerely, they felt earned… Just two, just two words made me break form with a stutter. I honestly didn’t know what to say, still don’t. Though even in my shame, in my ramblings… I might be stupid, arrogant for using them… but those abilities helped him… Whoever he was, Maybe it’ll help the Empire… Where it seems my Duty currently lies…”
She trailed off into the distance as a click was heard and timer ran out. The Young Chiss vanished from the devices projector in her last moments upon screen, she seemed strangely confused as if not quite reaching a conclusion.
The Chiss, dressed in black robes. She strayed from side to side, her burning red eyes drawn towards a shaky hand; this was cast before her in the direction of the blue cast image. It quickly fell once more upon her lap, once more spoken in fluent Cheuh, it’s stuttering danced from her tongue conveying immense displeasure at something, anything.
“I fired lightning from my fingertips, it was training, practice something I wanted to learn, yet… There it called upon my deep passions, something that I had held in control, it felt… well it felt, powerful dangerous a weapon that could easily backfire. I wanted to learn it. I had it trained, I thought it would give me a logical edge.”
She let out a large sigh, her shoulders were drawn upwards in a heavy movement.
“Am I a monster? I know you can’t-answer but maybe I-can. Force-Sensitive’s are kept-exiled-disciplined for crying out loud… Quite simply because th-we are dangerous… Yet here I am and it only just hit me, what am I actually doing… I know what that spark that lightning could do if it was continued further. I know what it did to me!”
She quieted. A gaze falling upon her hand one presented before her, it quivered, it shook, until finally it came to a conclusion forming a gauntleted fist. One she stared. The moments quickly tick by until she once more finds her tongue to speak.
“There was something else, I don’t know whether I saved him or if he’d survive either way, my use of the force helped an Imperial out, I don’t know his name. But he said several words sincerely, they felt earned… Just two, just two words made me break form with a stutter. I honestly didn’t know what to say, still don’t. Though even in my shame, in my ramblings… I might be stupid, arrogant for using them… but those abilities helped him… Whoever he was, Maybe it’ll help the Empire… Where it seems my Duty currently lies…”
She trailed off into the distance as a click was heard and timer ran out. The Young Chiss vanished from the devices projector in her last moments upon screen, she seemed strangely confused as if not quite reaching a conclusion.
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