15-09-2025, 05:38 PM
CHAPTER I: Tarhan I
The Gruuvan Shaal parlor had a name once, an overlong thing in Old Nam’tees that promised spice and smoke, and the best cut of meat this side of Nam’ta Prime’s equator. The script still curled in pink neon over the window, but a third of the letters had gone dim, and two of the rest flickered like exhausted eyes.
Empty tables waited in fours, chrome legs and white laminate wiped near to the bone. The vibro-fan above the door turned on a dry bearing, creaking like a ship’s mast on windless seas. One slow groan every revolution.
A holobox in the corner dribbled out music meant for livelier hours, an auto-mix of synth pipes and drum loops, always almost about to be something anyone cared to hear, then wandering away again into generic slop. Perfect for restaurant ambience.
Derrek had the grill open and his shoulders rounded, the Besalisk’s four thick hands working with patient fury; polish, buff, turn, polish again. He said it got streaks if the paste set, and that had sounded like a reason the first time. By the fifth, even Derrek looked a little ashamed of the zeal in his elbows, sighing as he polished the hours away behind his unlit grill.
Tarhan sat on the high stool behind the register and slouched until his horns bumped the back wall. The young Zabrak had the holonet open on his pad, his tattooed face lit in shifting colors; Imperial teal, then the sunny saffron of adverts, then the lipstick red of a content warning he swiped away without reading. He wore the restaurant apron still, a once-white thing spattered in sauces and water rings, tied twice around a waist that had nothing spare on it. On a normal day his shift passed in bursts: orders, bites to wrap, oil spitting at his wrists, Derrek swearing like a freighter captain barking commands out to his deckhands.
But now there were no orders. A Twi’lek couple had come in at noon and bought tea, sitting in a corner without speaking, leaving half the cups as they went. After that? Nobody. The door rang only for the wind.
“Song change,” Derrek muttered from the kitchen without looking up.
“Uh-huh,” Tarhan replied, poking at the holo tile next to the register. The synth pipes playing from the holobox gave way to something with more drum, then to something more smooth. He returned to his scrolling.
With a touch the hutt-ball game playing on his pad made way for the sound of smooth, official brass that suggested medals and clean boots. Governor Ralter appearing in frame, a hard woman rendered soft by the algorithm that smoothed every face on this channel. Old footage, Tarhan thought. The Governor’s hair different; smoother. The frown and dark circles under her eyes not yet a part of the face displayed. “Nam’ta is safe,” she said. “Nam’ta is united.” Behind her ran a loop of parades, flags folded like bread, gift baskets for nameless veterans. “But only because of those who fight for her. The few, the brave, the—”
Tarhan’s thumb slid before she finished.
The brass chased him into the next tile and then cut at once to a youth with shoulders like a closet, all square angles and new Imperial armor. “Join the Imperial Sector Defence Forces,” the lettering demanded, not a question.
Do something. Be someone. Learn a trade. Serve your sector. Serve your Empire.
The boy clicked open a thermal detonator with the ease of a lighter and smiled at the camera as if expecting a kiss for his patriotism.
Tarhan scrolled, nose wrinkling. He found a holo of a man he’d seen three times before, an Arcona who gave cooking lessons with a blaster rifle slung across his back, making soup with the bored calm of a soldier on leave.
There were a series of funny edits made from his dry expression and alien accent. He snorted at one and watched it twice. Another scroll, then an advert for a sportsbook he could not legally use.
Then a music teaser, a local label’s banner; the grain in the picture said the artist was more talented than paid. The beat in his ears shifted into real rhythm for the first time that day. He disconnected his earbuds and connected it to the shop’s holobox. A trembling string counterpointed by a warm kick. The singer came in low and careful, like a secret shared behind closed doors. Derrek’s polishing slowed as he listened.
“Who’s that?”
“Sylvi Lumi,” Tarhan said. “Just a teaser.”
“Tell her to come in and eat eh?” Derrek said. “I’ll give her a discount if she posts about the shop. Is she pretty?”
“She’s a Bothan,” Tarhan said, waiting for Derrek’s reaction.
“Ah… Never mind then.” A smirk, then he scrolled on, earbuds connected once more.
Holo after holo, and then, there. A thumbnail that was just sky, the slanted line of a roof, and the corner of a torn banner flapping in burnt air.
The caption spelled F.N.A. with an emoji knife. One of Barracas’ rebel groups, Tarhan knew.
His thumb hovered the way a hand hovers over a burn. The thing about these, other than that they were highly illegal to watch; posted by burner accounts on Nam’ta’s holonet, was that they were usually just noise.
A burst of static, rebel armor-cam footage. The ground too close. Some shouting, blaster fire, then the end. He knew better than to expect anything but the bitter taste of war footage in his mouth afterwards. He tapped anyway.
The shot began wide: Nam’ta Secundus, if the ruined industrial sector was anything to go by. Bulkheads of old factories risen around the recorder like teeth; the broken windows were teeth too. The area bombed out; the light brown and gray that came after fire. Somebody on the rooftop coughed; a thoughtless human cough. He swung the camera and caught them all in frame.
Imperial siege tanks; six in a straight line, each the size of a small townhouse, all flat plates and humped turrets. The column damaging the street by rolling down it. Soldiers flowed on either side of the snaking column as it crept through the ruined road. Armor clean at the shoulders where they were emblazoned with the Imperial banner and stained elsewhere.
The charcoal insignia of the Conquest Consolidation Corps gleaming in the plating of chestplates and tank hulls. They moved like the music playing in the background said they would, with precision. Trained and battle-hardened. Moving in formations, rifles at the same angle. Scanning alleys and windows. But seemingly missing the man with the camera.
In the background of the video a voice began to sing in a rasp friendly enough to seem harmless: “Go on home, Imperial soldiers, go on home…”
Tarhan almost smiled. Music was such a simple thing, but somehow everyone always found a song to do the bloody work.
“Have you got no kriffin’ homes of your own?” The voice continued, a drum behind it. The camera tightened a little; cropped as if the edge of the column was the edge of the very world.
“As long as you’re here, we’ll fight you without fear—”
An Imperial soldier looked up, idly, like a man noticing weather. The tune made Tarhan’s throat itch, and he swallowed and didn’t take his eyes off the feed.
“—Until Nam’ta is free once more….” The voice laughed and then took the melody someplace twisty and proud. “And if you stay, Imperial soldiers, if you stay?”
A blast.
The world whitened; the street awash with dust, fire, and a wash of petal color. And then there were no men any longer; a pink mist and hard pieces of what had been soldiers blew away in the shockwave.
And the lead tank, gods. The tank lifted entire; all that weight and steel jumping up a solid three meters into the air, tearing open as it jumped; wrangled inside out violently by the force of the explosion as if a giant had pinched it and tossed it back in disgust.
The camera jumped. The rooftop cougher made a noise that might have been a prayer or a slur. A wash of dust overtaking the camera’s point of view.
The singer didn’t miss a beat as the image faded.
“You’ll never, ever beat the F.N.A!” The frame froze.
The Free Nam’ta coat of arms reared up. A green republic sigil with a wreath like forest around it, and the words overlaid in a heroic font that didn’t care you had just watched a platoon of men as precisely machined as their rifles turn to mist.
“FREEDOM OR DEATH!”
Tarhan realized he had not breathed properly since the tune began.
He let the breath go with a little hiss he was not proud of. He made himself roll the video back with his thumb, and then, because he already felt filthy, watched it again.
He saw details he had missed: the way the first two soldiers closest to the tank vanished entirely while the third had a spine to drop, the metal links on the treads coming off in stringers, the way the tank’s turret turned almost lazily as it went up, empty, showing the camera the open mouth of its barrel and nothing behind it before it flung out of frame.
The pink clung in the air afterwards like the vapor of sunsets on summer days. He hated the shiver it sent down his spine.
He watched to the sigil again and then closed the feed, putting the datapad outside as he took out his earbuds with shaky hands. A deep breath.
The shop was as before. Derrek was wiping the same oval with the same cloth. The fan above squawked once and creaked and soldiered on. Tarhan stared at his hands. He stood up, and his stool scraped the floor with a shriek that made Derrek flinch.
“Boss,” Tarhan said.
Derrek glanced his way, then to the grill, then back again. “Mmh?”
“Can I go? Early. There’s… I did the tables.”
Derrek held the cloth in the air like a captured flag. “You polished them. But did you do the legs? People’s feet, they leave—”
“Also the legs, yes.” Tarhan kept his voice careful. “Twice.” He had not done them twice, but had done them once well, and that was near enough to twice in any book that mattered.
“The register?”
“Counted. The same it was, almost.”
“You scrubbed the—”
“Floors?” Tarhan said, a little too fast. “Yes. Twice. Even did the edge under the counter where it gets sticky.”
Derrek sighed, long as a slow train, and let his shoulders sag under the weight of all his hands. He looked toward the door as if expecting salvation to come marching through. Nothing walked past but the wind and a piece of trash that had lived better days as a sandwich paper. “Go,” he said at last. “Go then, boy. I’ll close in a little bit… I think I’ll sit with the grill and polish him a sixth time.” He swallowed, lips pressed together. “Your paycheck—”
“I know,” Tarhan said. “It’s fine, I understand.”
“It’s not fine.” Derrek stared at the grill so he didn’t have to stare at Tarhan. “I won’t cheat you. You’re a good kid. Just… not today. Bring your father in one night, eh? I’ll feed him. It’ll be good to have the old chief around again, ey?” He smiled, or tried to, running two of his hands over his scalp. “You should eat something too, Tarhan, or the wind’ll carry you off.”
Tarhan nodded. “I’ll get something on the way home,” he said, and untied his apron, folding it into a narrow bundle.
He could imagine Derrek wearing grief like a bandolier. He put the apron under the counter and took his pad and slung his jacket over one shoulder. “Thanks,” he said. He meant: thank you for telling me you won’t cheat me. Thank you for talking about my father without asking if he had gone yellow and soft like the rumors said aliens do when you take their jobs.
The bell over the door chimed for the second time that day, marking his leaving like a sick private joke.
Outside, the day had bled into the hour when the city found its neon. Nam’ta Prime’s poorer blocks wore light like makeup, lines of color laying along the rain sluices and tracing out the cracks in stone. Tarhan tucked his pad into his jacket and set his feet for home. He kept to the side streets where the vendors knew him and the light smelled like the spices they burned to cover the smell of oil. Flats opened above in little balconies where women watered sour plants and the runoff splashed the passersby.
A Rodian cut a Bothan’s hair with clippers in a doorway.
As he turned the corner he passed a mural he had not seen the day before.
Fresh paint showed in the wet gloss. Ralter had the body of a horse in it, ridiculous long teeth and eyes pointing different ways like compass needles gone drunk. The artist had given her a bit, a saddle, and reins. And then, having already gone far enough, went further, setting her skittering beneath a thin rider whose nose and tight moustache wanted to be the whole portrait.
Kaldon, he imagined. His cloak was white and too big, a child wearing his father’s robe. A little brass plaque on his chest, oversized so one could read the figure was a Commodore.
Ralter had a silver platter in her forehooves, and on it the Nam’ta system, done like a child’s model with orbit rings and moons etched around the red bead of the Nam’ta gas giant.
She offered it up to a giant, green-and-gangrene troll in a white uniform, stained the color of old rust in places where blood does not reach. The face was a joke, a monstrous frog with sagging eyes and a cruel smirk lined with pointed teeth, nearly drowning in the fat rolls of his gibs. Moff Graush rendered in the shape artists reserved for monsters that had eaten villages in children’s stories.
The fatness did the work of two paragraphs of invective. Tarhan stopped in the neon-lit puddle at his boots and looked up at the thing until he felt absurd and still looked a heartbeat longer. Then he shook his head, half a grin on his mouth he didn’t feel. The artist had been brave and obvious. And from what he saw on the holos, the portrait of Graush was strikingly accurate. He wondered how long the thing would last before a brush of gray erased it back to wall.
He went on.
The alleys wound tighter in the old blocks and collected smells like coins: frying batter, the iron of cheap blood, damp clothes that never dried in the shade. As he walked he realized he was humming, and then realized what he was humming. “Go on home, Imperial soldiers…” He sang under his breath, the way a man talks to himself about bread and does not know he is hungry until he hears it.
“Go on home…” he mumbled. “…You’ll never ever beat the—”
“What was that, boy?!”
The voice came from a kink in the alley where the neon died and the wet concrete shined black as a boot. Tarhan stopped dead in his tracks.
The man who stepped out of the shadow wore the uniform of the Nam’ta Security Forces, the new version with the Imperial banner stitched where the Confederate sigil had been, like a rag to stop a hole. He was a big man with heavy wrists and a belly that said he ate at his leisure. His hair retreated from a forehead creased with the thinking he clearly seldom did. He had a stunstick at his hip and a blaster pistol he wore low like a promise.
The man stepped forward and set a palm on Tarhan’s chest, pushing the young Zabrak, not hard, but hard enough to make his back touch the wall. Tarhan took a breath and swallowed the song whole.
“Nothing!” he said, knowing the punishment for aliens associating with the rebellion. “Nothing! I wasn’t! I was—"
The man’s eyes narrowed as he parted his lips to speak before they widened with something between recognition and pity. “You’re one of Zerrin’s boys, ain’t ya?” he said, letting go as he stepped back as if someone had called his name. “Zerrin Vahs. Used to be captain of the local riot forces…”
Tarhan rubbed at his jacket where the push had landed, and nodded. “My father, aye.” he said.
“How is he?” The man’s voice went solemn, the way men talk about ill kin. “I heard… well, I heard what they did to him. ‘Deemed surplus.’”
Tarhan nodded. “He’s looking,” he said. “For a new job.”
“Hmm.” The man’s mouth made a shape that wanted to be pity and settled for tired. “They told us about reorganization. Efficiency. Imperial standards. You say the words enough it sounds like a prayer. New flag, new stripes, same old blisters. Zebb.” He tapped his chest with two fingers. “Sergeant Zebb.”
“Tarhan,” Tarhan said, as if the sergeant did not know. He tried to make his shoulders settle away from the wall.
Zebb nodded at the alley mouth where the neon cast pale shapes on the wet floor. “Tell your old man I said hello… and mind where you sing, Tarhan Vahs,” he said. “I know where that tune is from, boy, and the Imperials—” He lifted a hand and let it fall. “They don’t have an ear for humor. And they have a taste for handing out hard labor off-world. Twenty years for a song if they say it’s sedition. Thirty for a flag the wrong way up. Thirty-five for spitting if the spit lands where it shouldn’t.”
He looked at Tarhan as if to put a blessing on the boy and found his hand empty instead. “Tell your father… tell him I wish him luck. And tell him I had no say, none of us did… It’s the Empire did all that nasty business.”
“Aye? And yet you still wear their uniform,” Tarhan said before he could stop himself, and flicked a glance at the new banner stitched on Zebb’s sleeve.
Zebb looked at it too, as if surprised to find it there. “Aye,” he said. “Somebody’s got to hold the door while the wolves pass… I still serve Nam’ta, and when these rebels are gone the Imps will leave us to ourselves again too…” He said, his eyes glazing over as if that is what he told himself to sleep at night. He shifted on his feet. “Go on home, boy. And be careful with your songs.” He hesitated. “Maybe stick to the old ones. The ones we sang before the cords on our throats grew so tight.”
Tarhan slid out of the alley’s pinch and back into the street, and Zebb did not follow. He thought of telling his father about the encounter and then thought of the way his father’s mouth did not make much of smiles since dismissal, and kept the thought in his pocket instead.
The housing blocks rose with the dull authority of bad news, their faces pocked from decades of edits and undoings, laundry lines pulled like tripwires across inner courtyards. Since the dismissal they had moved into the three-room that barely took the couch they had and a table a cousin had given them begrudgingly. His little brother’s school was three stops farther, his mother said she liked the walk, and Tarhan pretended to believe her.
From two streets away he saw the smoke. Not the cooking smoke or the cold-weather ghost of bad heaters, but the clean, strong scent of something meant to frighten. He smelled the ash before he reached the corner. Then he heard the orders and saw them. Real soldiers; Imperial, the color of storms. They made triangles at the entrances with their bodies, lines tight and rifles held in the bored alert of men who expect to shoot, and might just do so if it would end the tedious task ahead.
They had surrounded the neighborhood, armored speeders and prison shuttles nearby. A corridor to block off any escape as the rest of their unit went to work.
The people who lived there, most of them aliens, were being hustled down the stairs by squads and stripped of belts and shoelaces as if they might hang themselves on the way to the shuttles. Taken out of their homes; told to leave to the shuttles. Once arriving outside, hands were bound in bright flex that cut skin like wire.
Tarhan could see blinds were torn from windows and the rooms behind laid out like organs, everything intimate and wrong under the open look of soldiers who didn’t see. Suitcases packed by those with more time to prepare as the Imperials made their way through the housing blocks were opened on the staircases and balconies, the contents poured into communal piles on the concrete, then kicked apart with the toes of boots. “No baggage!” one of the Imperials barked, flatly, as if the word had been a rebellion that needed to be stamped out.
The voice was echoed by another, then another. “No baggage!” A little girl cried because a soldier had taken her doll and thrown it into the pile that used to be breakfast bowls and shirts.
Somebody’s holo-radio played a dance song and then stuttered into static. A man tried to pick up a photograph that had slid and received a baton across the wrist that left a purple welt in the shape of a country he did not know. There was blaster fire somewhere inside, short and efficient, and then another burst like punctuation.
Tarhan stopped as if his bones had been pulled out and the meat left to learn balance. The world narrowed until it had room for only two faces: his mother’s, the set of her mouth when she bent over Eolat’s shoes, and Eolat’s, sticky with breakfast, his horns little budding curls as soft as any child’s hair. They were inside. Of course they were inside. They would have been at home waiting for him to finish and say how quiet it had been and they would have pretended it was enough.
As he watched the smoke rise from the housing block echoing with blaster fire and the cold shouts of Imperial diction he knew. Knew as well as the singer on the rooftop had known the next line of his song. That his mother was in that smoke and his brother besides her.
“Mom! Eolat!” he shouted, and the sound of his brother’s name in his own mouth gave him courage or made him twice the fool. He did not care which.
He ran forward…
The Gruuvan Shaal parlor had a name once, an overlong thing in Old Nam’tees that promised spice and smoke, and the best cut of meat this side of Nam’ta Prime’s equator. The script still curled in pink neon over the window, but a third of the letters had gone dim, and two of the rest flickered like exhausted eyes.
Empty tables waited in fours, chrome legs and white laminate wiped near to the bone. The vibro-fan above the door turned on a dry bearing, creaking like a ship’s mast on windless seas. One slow groan every revolution.
A holobox in the corner dribbled out music meant for livelier hours, an auto-mix of synth pipes and drum loops, always almost about to be something anyone cared to hear, then wandering away again into generic slop. Perfect for restaurant ambience.
Derrek had the grill open and his shoulders rounded, the Besalisk’s four thick hands working with patient fury; polish, buff, turn, polish again. He said it got streaks if the paste set, and that had sounded like a reason the first time. By the fifth, even Derrek looked a little ashamed of the zeal in his elbows, sighing as he polished the hours away behind his unlit grill.
Tarhan sat on the high stool behind the register and slouched until his horns bumped the back wall. The young Zabrak had the holonet open on his pad, his tattooed face lit in shifting colors; Imperial teal, then the sunny saffron of adverts, then the lipstick red of a content warning he swiped away without reading. He wore the restaurant apron still, a once-white thing spattered in sauces and water rings, tied twice around a waist that had nothing spare on it. On a normal day his shift passed in bursts: orders, bites to wrap, oil spitting at his wrists, Derrek swearing like a freighter captain barking commands out to his deckhands.
But now there were no orders. A Twi’lek couple had come in at noon and bought tea, sitting in a corner without speaking, leaving half the cups as they went. After that? Nobody. The door rang only for the wind.
“Song change,” Derrek muttered from the kitchen without looking up.
“Uh-huh,” Tarhan replied, poking at the holo tile next to the register. The synth pipes playing from the holobox gave way to something with more drum, then to something more smooth. He returned to his scrolling.
With a touch the hutt-ball game playing on his pad made way for the sound of smooth, official brass that suggested medals and clean boots. Governor Ralter appearing in frame, a hard woman rendered soft by the algorithm that smoothed every face on this channel. Old footage, Tarhan thought. The Governor’s hair different; smoother. The frown and dark circles under her eyes not yet a part of the face displayed. “Nam’ta is safe,” she said. “Nam’ta is united.” Behind her ran a loop of parades, flags folded like bread, gift baskets for nameless veterans. “But only because of those who fight for her. The few, the brave, the—”
Tarhan’s thumb slid before she finished.
The brass chased him into the next tile and then cut at once to a youth with shoulders like a closet, all square angles and new Imperial armor. “Join the Imperial Sector Defence Forces,” the lettering demanded, not a question.
Do something. Be someone. Learn a trade. Serve your sector. Serve your Empire.
The boy clicked open a thermal detonator with the ease of a lighter and smiled at the camera as if expecting a kiss for his patriotism.
Tarhan scrolled, nose wrinkling. He found a holo of a man he’d seen three times before, an Arcona who gave cooking lessons with a blaster rifle slung across his back, making soup with the bored calm of a soldier on leave.
There were a series of funny edits made from his dry expression and alien accent. He snorted at one and watched it twice. Another scroll, then an advert for a sportsbook he could not legally use.
Then a music teaser, a local label’s banner; the grain in the picture said the artist was more talented than paid. The beat in his ears shifted into real rhythm for the first time that day. He disconnected his earbuds and connected it to the shop’s holobox. A trembling string counterpointed by a warm kick. The singer came in low and careful, like a secret shared behind closed doors. Derrek’s polishing slowed as he listened.
“Who’s that?”
“Sylvi Lumi,” Tarhan said. “Just a teaser.”
“Tell her to come in and eat eh?” Derrek said. “I’ll give her a discount if she posts about the shop. Is she pretty?”
“She’s a Bothan,” Tarhan said, waiting for Derrek’s reaction.
“Ah… Never mind then.” A smirk, then he scrolled on, earbuds connected once more.
Holo after holo, and then, there. A thumbnail that was just sky, the slanted line of a roof, and the corner of a torn banner flapping in burnt air.
The caption spelled F.N.A. with an emoji knife. One of Barracas’ rebel groups, Tarhan knew.
His thumb hovered the way a hand hovers over a burn. The thing about these, other than that they were highly illegal to watch; posted by burner accounts on Nam’ta’s holonet, was that they were usually just noise.
A burst of static, rebel armor-cam footage. The ground too close. Some shouting, blaster fire, then the end. He knew better than to expect anything but the bitter taste of war footage in his mouth afterwards. He tapped anyway.
The shot began wide: Nam’ta Secundus, if the ruined industrial sector was anything to go by. Bulkheads of old factories risen around the recorder like teeth; the broken windows were teeth too. The area bombed out; the light brown and gray that came after fire. Somebody on the rooftop coughed; a thoughtless human cough. He swung the camera and caught them all in frame.
Imperial siege tanks; six in a straight line, each the size of a small townhouse, all flat plates and humped turrets. The column damaging the street by rolling down it. Soldiers flowed on either side of the snaking column as it crept through the ruined road. Armor clean at the shoulders where they were emblazoned with the Imperial banner and stained elsewhere.
The charcoal insignia of the Conquest Consolidation Corps gleaming in the plating of chestplates and tank hulls. They moved like the music playing in the background said they would, with precision. Trained and battle-hardened. Moving in formations, rifles at the same angle. Scanning alleys and windows. But seemingly missing the man with the camera.
In the background of the video a voice began to sing in a rasp friendly enough to seem harmless: “Go on home, Imperial soldiers, go on home…”
Tarhan almost smiled. Music was such a simple thing, but somehow everyone always found a song to do the bloody work.
“Have you got no kriffin’ homes of your own?” The voice continued, a drum behind it. The camera tightened a little; cropped as if the edge of the column was the edge of the very world.
“As long as you’re here, we’ll fight you without fear—”
An Imperial soldier looked up, idly, like a man noticing weather. The tune made Tarhan’s throat itch, and he swallowed and didn’t take his eyes off the feed.
“—Until Nam’ta is free once more….” The voice laughed and then took the melody someplace twisty and proud. “And if you stay, Imperial soldiers, if you stay?”
A blast.
The world whitened; the street awash with dust, fire, and a wash of petal color. And then there were no men any longer; a pink mist and hard pieces of what had been soldiers blew away in the shockwave.
And the lead tank, gods. The tank lifted entire; all that weight and steel jumping up a solid three meters into the air, tearing open as it jumped; wrangled inside out violently by the force of the explosion as if a giant had pinched it and tossed it back in disgust.
The camera jumped. The rooftop cougher made a noise that might have been a prayer or a slur. A wash of dust overtaking the camera’s point of view.
The singer didn’t miss a beat as the image faded.
“You’ll never, ever beat the F.N.A!” The frame froze.
The Free Nam’ta coat of arms reared up. A green republic sigil with a wreath like forest around it, and the words overlaid in a heroic font that didn’t care you had just watched a platoon of men as precisely machined as their rifles turn to mist.
“FREEDOM OR DEATH!”
Tarhan realized he had not breathed properly since the tune began.
He let the breath go with a little hiss he was not proud of. He made himself roll the video back with his thumb, and then, because he already felt filthy, watched it again.
He saw details he had missed: the way the first two soldiers closest to the tank vanished entirely while the third had a spine to drop, the metal links on the treads coming off in stringers, the way the tank’s turret turned almost lazily as it went up, empty, showing the camera the open mouth of its barrel and nothing behind it before it flung out of frame.
The pink clung in the air afterwards like the vapor of sunsets on summer days. He hated the shiver it sent down his spine.
He watched to the sigil again and then closed the feed, putting the datapad outside as he took out his earbuds with shaky hands. A deep breath.
The shop was as before. Derrek was wiping the same oval with the same cloth. The fan above squawked once and creaked and soldiered on. Tarhan stared at his hands. He stood up, and his stool scraped the floor with a shriek that made Derrek flinch.
“Boss,” Tarhan said.
Derrek glanced his way, then to the grill, then back again. “Mmh?”
“Can I go? Early. There’s… I did the tables.”
Derrek held the cloth in the air like a captured flag. “You polished them. But did you do the legs? People’s feet, they leave—”
“Also the legs, yes.” Tarhan kept his voice careful. “Twice.” He had not done them twice, but had done them once well, and that was near enough to twice in any book that mattered.
“The register?”
“Counted. The same it was, almost.”
“You scrubbed the—”
“Floors?” Tarhan said, a little too fast. “Yes. Twice. Even did the edge under the counter where it gets sticky.”
Derrek sighed, long as a slow train, and let his shoulders sag under the weight of all his hands. He looked toward the door as if expecting salvation to come marching through. Nothing walked past but the wind and a piece of trash that had lived better days as a sandwich paper. “Go,” he said at last. “Go then, boy. I’ll close in a little bit… I think I’ll sit with the grill and polish him a sixth time.” He swallowed, lips pressed together. “Your paycheck—”
“I know,” Tarhan said. “It’s fine, I understand.”
“It’s not fine.” Derrek stared at the grill so he didn’t have to stare at Tarhan. “I won’t cheat you. You’re a good kid. Just… not today. Bring your father in one night, eh? I’ll feed him. It’ll be good to have the old chief around again, ey?” He smiled, or tried to, running two of his hands over his scalp. “You should eat something too, Tarhan, or the wind’ll carry you off.”
Tarhan nodded. “I’ll get something on the way home,” he said, and untied his apron, folding it into a narrow bundle.
He could imagine Derrek wearing grief like a bandolier. He put the apron under the counter and took his pad and slung his jacket over one shoulder. “Thanks,” he said. He meant: thank you for telling me you won’t cheat me. Thank you for talking about my father without asking if he had gone yellow and soft like the rumors said aliens do when you take their jobs.
The bell over the door chimed for the second time that day, marking his leaving like a sick private joke.
Outside, the day had bled into the hour when the city found its neon. Nam’ta Prime’s poorer blocks wore light like makeup, lines of color laying along the rain sluices and tracing out the cracks in stone. Tarhan tucked his pad into his jacket and set his feet for home. He kept to the side streets where the vendors knew him and the light smelled like the spices they burned to cover the smell of oil. Flats opened above in little balconies where women watered sour plants and the runoff splashed the passersby.
A Rodian cut a Bothan’s hair with clippers in a doorway.
As he turned the corner he passed a mural he had not seen the day before.
Fresh paint showed in the wet gloss. Ralter had the body of a horse in it, ridiculous long teeth and eyes pointing different ways like compass needles gone drunk. The artist had given her a bit, a saddle, and reins. And then, having already gone far enough, went further, setting her skittering beneath a thin rider whose nose and tight moustache wanted to be the whole portrait.
Kaldon, he imagined. His cloak was white and too big, a child wearing his father’s robe. A little brass plaque on his chest, oversized so one could read the figure was a Commodore.
Ralter had a silver platter in her forehooves, and on it the Nam’ta system, done like a child’s model with orbit rings and moons etched around the red bead of the Nam’ta gas giant.
She offered it up to a giant, green-and-gangrene troll in a white uniform, stained the color of old rust in places where blood does not reach. The face was a joke, a monstrous frog with sagging eyes and a cruel smirk lined with pointed teeth, nearly drowning in the fat rolls of his gibs. Moff Graush rendered in the shape artists reserved for monsters that had eaten villages in children’s stories.
The fatness did the work of two paragraphs of invective. Tarhan stopped in the neon-lit puddle at his boots and looked up at the thing until he felt absurd and still looked a heartbeat longer. Then he shook his head, half a grin on his mouth he didn’t feel. The artist had been brave and obvious. And from what he saw on the holos, the portrait of Graush was strikingly accurate. He wondered how long the thing would last before a brush of gray erased it back to wall.
He went on.
The alleys wound tighter in the old blocks and collected smells like coins: frying batter, the iron of cheap blood, damp clothes that never dried in the shade. As he walked he realized he was humming, and then realized what he was humming. “Go on home, Imperial soldiers…” He sang under his breath, the way a man talks to himself about bread and does not know he is hungry until he hears it.
“Go on home…” he mumbled. “…You’ll never ever beat the—”
“What was that, boy?!”
The voice came from a kink in the alley where the neon died and the wet concrete shined black as a boot. Tarhan stopped dead in his tracks.
The man who stepped out of the shadow wore the uniform of the Nam’ta Security Forces, the new version with the Imperial banner stitched where the Confederate sigil had been, like a rag to stop a hole. He was a big man with heavy wrists and a belly that said he ate at his leisure. His hair retreated from a forehead creased with the thinking he clearly seldom did. He had a stunstick at his hip and a blaster pistol he wore low like a promise.
The man stepped forward and set a palm on Tarhan’s chest, pushing the young Zabrak, not hard, but hard enough to make his back touch the wall. Tarhan took a breath and swallowed the song whole.
“Nothing!” he said, knowing the punishment for aliens associating with the rebellion. “Nothing! I wasn’t! I was—"
The man’s eyes narrowed as he parted his lips to speak before they widened with something between recognition and pity. “You’re one of Zerrin’s boys, ain’t ya?” he said, letting go as he stepped back as if someone had called his name. “Zerrin Vahs. Used to be captain of the local riot forces…”
Tarhan rubbed at his jacket where the push had landed, and nodded. “My father, aye.” he said.
“How is he?” The man’s voice went solemn, the way men talk about ill kin. “I heard… well, I heard what they did to him. ‘Deemed surplus.’”
Tarhan nodded. “He’s looking,” he said. “For a new job.”
“Hmm.” The man’s mouth made a shape that wanted to be pity and settled for tired. “They told us about reorganization. Efficiency. Imperial standards. You say the words enough it sounds like a prayer. New flag, new stripes, same old blisters. Zebb.” He tapped his chest with two fingers. “Sergeant Zebb.”
“Tarhan,” Tarhan said, as if the sergeant did not know. He tried to make his shoulders settle away from the wall.
Zebb nodded at the alley mouth where the neon cast pale shapes on the wet floor. “Tell your old man I said hello… and mind where you sing, Tarhan Vahs,” he said. “I know where that tune is from, boy, and the Imperials—” He lifted a hand and let it fall. “They don’t have an ear for humor. And they have a taste for handing out hard labor off-world. Twenty years for a song if they say it’s sedition. Thirty for a flag the wrong way up. Thirty-five for spitting if the spit lands where it shouldn’t.”
He looked at Tarhan as if to put a blessing on the boy and found his hand empty instead. “Tell your father… tell him I wish him luck. And tell him I had no say, none of us did… It’s the Empire did all that nasty business.”
“Aye? And yet you still wear their uniform,” Tarhan said before he could stop himself, and flicked a glance at the new banner stitched on Zebb’s sleeve.
Zebb looked at it too, as if surprised to find it there. “Aye,” he said. “Somebody’s got to hold the door while the wolves pass… I still serve Nam’ta, and when these rebels are gone the Imps will leave us to ourselves again too…” He said, his eyes glazing over as if that is what he told himself to sleep at night. He shifted on his feet. “Go on home, boy. And be careful with your songs.” He hesitated. “Maybe stick to the old ones. The ones we sang before the cords on our throats grew so tight.”
Tarhan slid out of the alley’s pinch and back into the street, and Zebb did not follow. He thought of telling his father about the encounter and then thought of the way his father’s mouth did not make much of smiles since dismissal, and kept the thought in his pocket instead.
The housing blocks rose with the dull authority of bad news, their faces pocked from decades of edits and undoings, laundry lines pulled like tripwires across inner courtyards. Since the dismissal they had moved into the three-room that barely took the couch they had and a table a cousin had given them begrudgingly. His little brother’s school was three stops farther, his mother said she liked the walk, and Tarhan pretended to believe her.
From two streets away he saw the smoke. Not the cooking smoke or the cold-weather ghost of bad heaters, but the clean, strong scent of something meant to frighten. He smelled the ash before he reached the corner. Then he heard the orders and saw them. Real soldiers; Imperial, the color of storms. They made triangles at the entrances with their bodies, lines tight and rifles held in the bored alert of men who expect to shoot, and might just do so if it would end the tedious task ahead.
They had surrounded the neighborhood, armored speeders and prison shuttles nearby. A corridor to block off any escape as the rest of their unit went to work.
The people who lived there, most of them aliens, were being hustled down the stairs by squads and stripped of belts and shoelaces as if they might hang themselves on the way to the shuttles. Taken out of their homes; told to leave to the shuttles. Once arriving outside, hands were bound in bright flex that cut skin like wire.
Tarhan could see blinds were torn from windows and the rooms behind laid out like organs, everything intimate and wrong under the open look of soldiers who didn’t see. Suitcases packed by those with more time to prepare as the Imperials made their way through the housing blocks were opened on the staircases and balconies, the contents poured into communal piles on the concrete, then kicked apart with the toes of boots. “No baggage!” one of the Imperials barked, flatly, as if the word had been a rebellion that needed to be stamped out.
The voice was echoed by another, then another. “No baggage!” A little girl cried because a soldier had taken her doll and thrown it into the pile that used to be breakfast bowls and shirts.
Somebody’s holo-radio played a dance song and then stuttered into static. A man tried to pick up a photograph that had slid and received a baton across the wrist that left a purple welt in the shape of a country he did not know. There was blaster fire somewhere inside, short and efficient, and then another burst like punctuation.
Tarhan stopped as if his bones had been pulled out and the meat left to learn balance. The world narrowed until it had room for only two faces: his mother’s, the set of her mouth when she bent over Eolat’s shoes, and Eolat’s, sticky with breakfast, his horns little budding curls as soft as any child’s hair. They were inside. Of course they were inside. They would have been at home waiting for him to finish and say how quiet it had been and they would have pretended it was enough.
As he watched the smoke rise from the housing block echoing with blaster fire and the cold shouts of Imperial diction he knew. Knew as well as the singer on the rooftop had known the next line of his song. That his mother was in that smoke and his brother besides her.
“Mom! Eolat!” he shouted, and the sound of his brother’s name in his own mouth gave him courage or made him twice the fool. He did not care which.
He ran forward…