[IC] Delilah's notes

[Joslae]

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After a week of being here at house horuset I have a few observations. Will change and refer to as necessary. Just need somewhere to put my thoughts at ease. This place is horrible. To it's core. I now know why all the imperials I have worked for fear the sith. For every bit as terrible as the imperials may have been, they were still, for lack of a better word, human. Yes there were aliens but. They had a heart. Things they did affected them. If they had done something bad for the good of the empire, they did not relish in the evil. They had nightmares. But these people here. There is no more compassion. What I was taught on Korriban rings true here. Peace is a lie. And it's scary. Peace should not be a lie. Peace is a state that keeps us in balance. Without peace, without compassion. are we even human? Why exist if only to hate. Compassion is essential for society to survive, without compassion we have no unity. Without unity we are divided, divided we are weaker than as one. But enough of that. I'm scared. I am definitely not as strong as these people, and they all abuse me verbally, as much as I try ignore it. Knowing all my languages is helpful however. with so many people able to speak one language, having numerous keeps me on my toes. I need to get stronger so that I can't be abused. And I need a teacher. Someone who has compassion preferably. Strength and compassion. If I can find a teacher like that, I might actually have a chance here. I might have a chance not only to survive, but thrive. If peace is a lie and there is only passion, then compassion must be something we have too.